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Sunday,30 April 2006
Cleaning up for my house guest
Next week our
house-guest is arriving so I did a bit of cleaning in preparation for her. The biggest challenge is finding a suitable
place for her kitty-litter box!
We are cat-sitting
for a week.
It will be fun to
have a feline friend staying with us for a while.
·
Friday, 28 April 2006
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E-Mail Excerpt
Follows:
…I was trying to find my Mom's
wonderful chocolate Mayonnaise cake recipe and my cousins helped me out.
My cousin Beth, found it in an old Evangelical United Brethren (EUB) cookbook
that my Mom and her sisters used as a cooking Bible! I'll insert the
recipe below).
I will make a test version (weird oven, odd shaped pan and Ukrainian
ingredients!) for a 1 May (Labor Day here) outing. We are going on a hike
to the eastern tip of the Peninsula with some Ukrainian friends - we will
picnic there (I hope they will make Shashchlick - wonderful shish-ka-bobs that
are unique to Ukraine)
I like to frost the mayonnaise cake with a chocolate butter cream
frosting...very easy and quick and it satisfies any sweet-tooth or
death-by-chocolate-freak.
I am eager to share it because Ukrainians have such a love of dark chocolate
and they put mayonnaise on EVERYTHING (even pizza!).
If the first one
turns out good, I may take one to English Club Wednesday. At last night's
meeting, several of the members were flipping through a Woman's Day magazine
someone (thoughtfully sent me and asked about some of the foods and recipes
they saw there. (FYI: magazines make great tools for language and
cross-cultural games at English Club and when that group is done with them, we
give them to secondary school teachers for their English Classes and projects.)
One teacher said "Our food does not look like this!" She was
eyeing a green bean salad in an ad...you know the one: Campbell’s Cream of
Mushroom Soup, green beans and French-fried onion rings!
They were also intrigued by the cheesecake - I promised to make one soon!
Great excuse to indulge again! 8-) There was a photo of blueberry
pancakes which interested them, though there was lots of Russian chatter as
they tried to figure out what blueberries are - not available here! Several
members indicated that pancakes are supposed to be big. They do not
really eat pancakes here, but know of them from literature, TV and
movies...This started a dialogue on "Denny's Grand Slam
Breakfast"....oh, dear, I am making myself homesick!
Back to the mayonnaise cake - Beth mentioned the EUB cookbook and everything
being made from scratch and oven temperatures state: moderate or hot.
That is how we cook here. No instant potatoes, etc! Our ovens are tiny
and do not have temperature gauges - just high and off really. We
experienced this in Spain too. I like to bake so it can be frustrating...
OK, one more comment - do you know how the mayonnaise cake evolved (at least
according to my Mom)? During President Hoover's years some products were
scarce so people learned to innovate a bit. Frugal (or desperate) cooks
found that mayonnaise is a great substitute for eggs and oil in a recipe so
this cake started out as a "Hoover-Cake". In this case, the
substitution made an improvement to a rather dull cake and became a secret
ingredient!
Soooooo, more later...I have bent your ears about cake, etc, long
enough! But here is the recipe my Mom used! Try it - even if
the thought of mayonnaise makes you squeamish - it is a very rich, no fail,
deliciously moist cake!
My Mom’s Chocolate Cake
1 c. sugar
2 c. flour
4 heaping T. cocoa
1 c. Miracle Whip salad dressing
1 c. hot water
2 tsp. soda
1 tsp. vanilla
Sift together flour, sugar and
cocoa into bowl. Add salad dressing and hot water (not boiling) in which
soda has been dissolved. Add vanilla. Beat until smooth and
creamy. Pour into 9 x 12 inch pan and bake at 350 degrees for 30
minutes. Very delicious served warm.
(Try the
frosting I mentioned too!)
Ginn
Typed on Thursday Morning, While my Kitchen Floor Dries
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·
Thursday, 27 April 2006
I thumbed through
the “Kiev Post” (6 April 2006 edition of a expat-paper published in Ukraine) recently
and a rather startling ad caught my eye.
It reads:
TEACH IN USA
A chance of a lifetime! Teach in South Carolina, USA, beginning July
2006. Need qualified teachers with
4-year degree in teaching Math, Science, or Special Education. No fees required of applicants. Salary,
medical coverage, transportation, support and training included. Apply online at www.FACESinc.org
I did a double
take and then I laughed.
Recruiting
teachers from Ukraine to teach in South Carolina!
Before Mark and I
joined Peace Corps, we taught at a South Carolina high school. We had a standing joke that teaching in South
Carolina was our Peace Corps tour!
Obviously, there
was some sarcasm in our joke, but, there were many days during our tenure there
that we felt as if we were living in a foreign country. Local attitudes, living
standards and cultural challenges presented us with daily opportunities to
learn and grow. It was a character building experience being outsiders in that
closed community. It was also an area
that is significantly economically depressed and quite isolated too.
When we actually
joined Peace Corps and headed for Ukraine, we continued to joke about how our
Peace Corps experience would be a step up from our lifestyle in sunny South
Carolina.
In some ways, it
has been a step up.
I try to imagine
what life will be like for the Ukrainian teachers who may answer the call to
come to South Carolina. I wonder what their expectations will be. I wonder what they will think once they begin
to teach.
Many South
Carolina schools are in sore need of strong, effective educators who can
sustain the efforts necessary to engage students and help them succeed and
grow.
South Carolina is
a lovely place, but for us, it is time to move on.
Hmmmm, maybe I
could swap my delightful little bungalow in sunny South Carolina for a dacha
here in Crimea….
Know any nice Ukrainian
math, science or special education teachers eager to have an adventure? We could talk!
·
Wednesday, 26 April 2006 – 20th
Anniversary of Chornobyl
“Are you dressed?”
Mark called, as he walked through the door.
“Well, yes, I
am. It is only 8 PM, Romeo!”
“Get your coat
then and let’s walk to the Chornobyl monument.
People are gathering there. It
looks like there will be some kind of ceremony,” my spouse informed me.
He was right. The local community had a solemn candlelight
memorial service commemorating the 20 years since the Chornobyl nuclear power
plant exploded and the world witnessed the worst technological catastrophe it
had ever known. There were speeches, a
21-gun salute, and a dramatic procession of young women in flowing white gowns,
each presenting a candle. Individuals
silently filed by leaving behind hundreds of bold red tulips and flickering
candles.
Twenty years after
this hideous disaster, the world still does not have a clear picture of the
extent of its impact. It emitted
radiation equivalent to 300 nuclear
bombs like those at Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
Last week, environmental watchdog Greenpeace reported that around 90,000
people will die of cancer caused by radiation from the Chornobyl
explosion. A previous UN report is
significantly more conservative, predicting a death toll of 4,000.
There is obviously
some uncertainty and it is likely we will never have an absolute figure. When the disaster happened there were fatal
delays in evacuating the communities (the city of Pripyat and 76
villages). 1,400 buses arrived and evacuation began 36 hours after
the initial explosion. 150,000 people
left their homes with only what they could carry and never returned again. They left a ghost town.
In Kiev, less that
90 miles from Chornobyl, the huge May Day celebrations took place as planned –
Moscow tried to keep things quiet...to show the world things were under control An area of 100,000 square miles was directly
effected – in Ukraine, Belarus and Russia.
It took eight days,
working night and day, in contaminated waters to avert danger of the second
explosion.
Kerch is a long
way from the Chornobyl site, yet thousands of local young men were among the
800,000 clean-up workers dispatched from all of the Soviet Republics. Recent statistics say that almost 6,000 of
the liquidators have died – the majority of them, young men in their
twenties.
There is more to
the story…devastation, despair…
But the data is
not all in. Leukemia, lymphoma and
thyroid cancer are among the challenges these people face.
Almost 4 million
people still live and are dying in contaminated zones.
Twenty years after
the fact, the event is still sobering to consider and is still changing the
lives of people throughout this part of the world.
We stood quietly,
watching people mourn and sharing, in a small way, the grief they bear.
·
Tuesday, 25 April 2006
Spring Cleaning
It is almost
noon. I spent the morning on my hands
and knees doing the spring-cleaning on the old orange carpet that runs the
length of the entryway to our flat. I stretched it out across the kitchen floor
and assembled my tools.
I managed to spill
about a cup of the Ukrainian version of Mr. Clean (here he is called “Mr. Proper”).
The large spot of undiluted soap made extra work of this already challenging
project. Mr. Proper’s usually pleasant
grin seemed to resemble a smirk, as if he was trying to refrain from laughing
at the foolish American woman as she scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed.
That man just
stands there, arms crossed, looking all too smug if you ask me!
I wish I had thought
to buy a pair of rubber gloves!
It is amazing how
dirty carpets are. I am not a fan of
them. They simply collect dirt. I prefer bare floors. The maintenance is so much easier.
I guess carpets
collect dirt and dust that would otherwise travel into the living area. Any
good Ukrainian homemaker knows this.
Guests and family all remove their shoes upon entering a Ukrainian
home. The host always has extra slippers
to loan guests so they will feel at home. It is engrained into the lifestyle here.
Not only is it
inappropriate to wear shoes indoors, going barefoot or stocking footed is not
appropriate either.
Originally, I
thought I would simply roll up the rugs ad store them away, but there is really no adequate space for storing
up rolled up carpet in this tiny flat.
And of course our landlady would notice their absence. She was so pleased to provide them for us
last October.
All winter I have
dutifully swept the carpets each day.
I use a broom
because that is the accepted practice. Most
people do not have vacuum cleaners, but they are available (personally I think
they are overrated too, but that is another rant, for another day!)
Occasionally I use
a sponge to gather up hair. Here, carpets
are taken outdoors on accession – they
are beaten and aired and put back down.
In the winter, after a good snowstorm, people take carpets outdoors, lay
them face down and place clean snow on them.
The residual dirt falls through into the snow beneath.
A vacuum cleaner
really is a status symbol here. Like
owning a washing machine is. Homemaker’s
here are beginning to acquire small appliances - things like toasters, vacuum
cleaners, steam irons, hair dryers, microwaves, etc.
Economic
development is uneven here so there are significant contrasts in how people
choose to spend their money. As everywhere,
there are wealthy people who have all the tools and accoutrements of the techno-society
we in the western world take for granted.
But, at the working class level, houses, cars, appliances and most of
the tools and items that are observed in homes on television are simply not
reality.
The contrasts
still catch my attention.
Of course, this is
true in America in a different way.
People see life on television and want the things they see. In the small town we lived in before coming
here, there are many people who barely survive; people who may have a car and
many appliances and a wonderful wardrobe, but are deeply in debt.
Here, people pay
cash. The credit purchase is still
unusual. In this country, people still
pay cash for a house or a flat.
But, it is only a
matter of time…
These thoughts go
through my head as I clean my carpet and prepare to begin on the second
one. I hope Mr. Proper’s smile will look
more sincere to meme now that I have had a break.
(Of course he is
smiling – he isn’t scrubbing the carpet now is he?)
·
Friday, 20 April 2006 – Good Friday (Orthodox)
All bundled up on a warm spring day…
The day is
splendid here in Kerch, Crimea. My
windows are open and turtle doves coo outside.
I see men in t-shirts. Tulips,
daffodils, and forsythia blossoms
compete for attention. I see a young
child wobbling along the sidewalk on an ancient bicycle. He is wearing a snowsuit, stocking cap and a
muffler around his neck. Women stride by
wearing short, short skirts and bare legs.
This bundling of
children puzzles me.
Getting ready for a long weekend
The library will
close for Orthodox Easter and Monday is a holiday too so Mark has three days on
a row off! It is a beautiful day and I
would rather play hooky, but I feel duty bound o clean the flat before the chaotic
weekend descends and wrecks havoc on the flat.
I am usually good
about tending to the basic clutter control, floor sweeping, mopping, laundry
and dish details, but yesterday dawned grey and cold and I deviated from he to
do list. So at noon, I finished with
some writing and decided to retire my pajamas and think about the daily
chores.
I had just slipped
on my clothes when a knock at the door startled me.
Of course, on a
day when my tiny flat is in chaos, an unexpected visitor at my door. I had not even run a comb through my hair and
breakfast dishes still cluttered the table.
Sigh.
My sense of
justice and fair play were offended! I
am so meticulous about my basic chores it seems hardly fair to have a guest
arrive with me so obviously unprepared.
I put aside my
personal vanity, sponged off the table and graciously offered him coffee and
chocolates. We had a nice visit and I
was able to provide some advice on his resume and opinions on purchasing a
computer.
“The Little Prince” and the advice of Fox…
This morning as I
tended my chores I found myself thinking about “The Little Prince” and the
lessons the Fox attempts to teach the young Prince. Fox talks about how anticipation adds to the
joy of a meeting. He says that the
ritual of a meeting is of consequence and enhances the actual experience.
I consider
this. There is considerable satisfaction
and joy in knowing a guest will come.
One selects the tea and cookies, decides which teacups to use and puts
flowers on the table and maybe a tablecloth too, all the while thinking of how
these gestures may please the guest. As
the hour of the visit draws closer, the happy anticipation builds.
Now I consider how
this can backfire. We can become too
consumed with the appearances and lose the joy of anticipation in the frenzy to
set the stage perfectly. The event
becomes a chore, a chance to feel inadequate.
So inviting a guest may be delayed or avoided entirely – put off until
things are just right (which they may never be!).
A spontaneous
visit cuts through that part of the equation.
One is forced to look past the moment and ones feelings and simply
strive to make the guest feel welcome.
It is too late to do anything else so simply be gracious and be grateful
someone wishes to call.
I am not entirely
sure which school of thought I prefer (oh, of course I am…I like to prepare and
tend to rituals) but it is always nice to have a guest!
But today, I my
chores are done, our flat is cluttered, but clean, birds are singing, flowers
blooming. Tomorrow we have a guest! THIS is the day to play hooky. I am going for a walk by the sea!
·
Wednesday, 19 April 2006
Toilet paper notes on a Bulgakov classic:
“The Master and Margarita”…
There are tales of
authors penning their works on toilet paper in order to evade censors and many
of these tales are associated with works produced during totalitarianism in the
Soviet Union. At times, rather than
penning their works, authors memorized them word for word or even had
associates memorize pieces so that when the time was right they could transcribe
their inspired works onto paper for posterity.
It is hard to imagine that kind of world, where ideas created so much
fear and a book could be such a threat.
Though I am no
author, I did opt for taking notes on sturdy, brown toilet paper (which has not
changed much since the Soviet era though perhaps it is more readily available
now than it was then!).
Why am I seated at
the kitchen table, making notes on toilet paper?
Well, simply
because I was so engrossed in my reading that I simply grabbed the nearest
paper at hand to jot down thoughts as I continued to read. A roll of toilet paper is frequently found in
our kitchen because it often serves as tissue for my runny nose and also as a suitable
substitute for paper towels in the event of a spill.
I decided to
finish reading “The Master and Margarita” by M. Bulgakov this morning and have
been hunched over the novel since breakfast.
I have been rationing out the pleasure this book brings by allowing
myself to read only a few pages each day.
This morning I
made a second pot of coffee, lighted the burner on the stove to take the chill
off the kitchen, and resumed reading for a couple hours.
This is a
compelling novel and there are so many layers to it. There are political subtexts, literary and
religious allegories (Pontius Pilate), metaphors, fantasies (a Faustian talking
cat), parallels, and polemic. There is
the very Russian character of the novel too.
This book (written
in the 1930s but not published for decades) and the author (long dead) have a cult
following around the world, and I can certainly understand why. Of course, many people say that non-Russians
cannot really fathom the book or its impact.
There are many discussions about how poor translations are and that this
work can only be properly understood or appreciated in its native Russian
language, etc, etc. Ho hum. Regardless
of the condescending, arrogant, patronizing attitude of that elite group, I
have thoroughly enjoyed the book and have come away with many things to think
about.
One subtext
concerns cowardice and courage…our ability to act and demonstrate
compassion. Characters wrestle with
these issues.
There is an
interesting narrative about how shadows and how they are as important as the
light…Jesus teaches by example while the devil uses provocation…and they work
to the same end. We are tested by one
and shown by the other – we are to show compassion even under the most wretched
conditions humanity can show us…we must transcend retribution, but many people fail.
This novel, a mere
300 pages is packed with so many things.
I do not intend to elaborate on them or to write a book review
though.
Of course, you can
just read this book and enjoy the roller-coaster story. But, I find myself wishing I could speak with
the author. I want more. And I have a wealth of ideas and literary,
political and cultural allusions to explore and consider.
This book will
remain on my shelf (when I am not re-reading it!) and is one I would recommend
to those who love to read and think.
Oh – I found a
quote in it that may become the epigraph on my tombstone (actually, I hope to
be cremated and my ashes scattered):
“Time to go, my friend, time
to go…” - Pushkin
(in transliterated Russian:
Pora, moi drug, pora…” -Pushkin)
And with that, it
is indeed time to go…or at least stop lingering over this novel and my toilet
paper notes!
It is after noon
and Mark will soon be here for lunch on this fine spring day on the shores of
the Kerchian Straits.
·
Tuesday, 18 April 2006
Catwoman & Poodoo are back!
It is still a
mystery why Catwoman was gone, but she and Poodle-Boy are back! There are some very hungry cats who are
mighty glad to see them. We are grateful
to have them back too.
·
Monday, 17 April 2006 – My sister Rosemary’s
Bithday!
Tried to call the USA…
Once again, we try
to call the USA and the party we hope to reach sadly eludes us.
We have three
phone numbers for this Reno couple, including a cell phone, but do not, cannot connect.
One call indicates
the number has been disconnected; the next call reaches a voice mail system
that does not respond when we poke buttons to leave a message, and then the
cell phone, which just rings and rings and rings.
This is not the
first time we have failed to connect when trying to call these people, though
we verified the numbers. Sigh.
So, some bucks
shorter now and feeling blue, we call our daughter and son-in-law and wake them
up in far away Arizona. We had a good
conversation about nothing more important than simple human connection.
Logistics of phoning…
The logistics of
making an international call are not as bad as they were during the many years
we lived in Spain, but for us, making a call to America still involves gong to
a phone center. Given a 7-10 hour difference
in time zones, and limited office hours, we plan ahead to find a window of
opportunity to make a call.
We give the number
to the clerk who dials, connects and then hands over the cell phone. We scurry into one of the small, Plexiglas,
sweatbox booths and huddle over the phone, sweating and straining to hear the
party on the other end.
While phoning the
USA is cheap by an American standards, our three aborted calls and one actual
connection amounting to about 50 Hryvnia ($10) cost more than a day’s pay for a school teacher,
librarian or other similar employee here in Crimea.
(Postal service is
pricey here too – we are amazed to rack up mail charges amounting to several
day’s pay when we mail small items stateside.)
We can, on and do
the other hand, receive phone calls
at home on our cell phone or the landline, though service is sometimes
erratic. (Callers should make sure they
have an international calling plan or it gets pricey really fast - like 15 cents as opposed to 3 dollars per
minute!)
We were grateful
for an Easter call from our folks in sunny California. They found a webcam on a Kerch site and were
watching the locals here stroll through Lenin Square and lingering in the warm
spring air near the Hero City monument outside the local post office. They were just starting their day in
California and we were ending ours here.
A book and DVD orgy…
The other day, we
received a wonderful and generous “care package” from one of my nieces. Back in December, Carrie purged her book
collection (Chad’s too!) and then made a trip to the local version of the
“Dollar Store” for a dozen or so video disks of classic TV and old John Wayne,
Jimmy Stewart B&W films. She packed
all this great stuff up and sent it to some very grateful recipients – US! She also included a disk filled with much-appreciated
family photos and a slew of delightful video clips (the kind people forward in
their e-mail). We really were like kids
at Christmas time as we pawed through the books and paused to read back covers
and titles.
All this
stimulating Americana arrived via Media-Mail. So it has been enroute to our
place since mid-December. (Media-Mail
goes space available for about $1 a pound – the ONLY practical way to really
ship books, magazines, etc,)
So, after ooohing
and aaahing over the paperbacks, we settled in for a happy orgy of video
mania. It is hard to decide whether to
simply watch, enjoy and indulge in a viewing frenzy or to be practical and put
some aside for a future day when America seems like a distant memory.
One unexpected
delight was a simple DVD with about ten hours of HGTV burned on it. How I miss HGTV! I become mesmerized by it! I can easily be sucked into a video void for
hours and hours and hours. It is
addictive! So, needless to say, I parked
myself on the hard, soviet-era sofa and pulled my laptop closer to watch the
was decorators and designers work their magic.
(One show I really enjoyed is the one about designing for small
spaces…our one room flat here is 3 meters by 5 meters!)
So while most
people in the USA were indulging in Easter and spring rituals this weekend, we
were masking our homesickness and nostalgia for America with a serious video
fix, thanks to Carrie and Chad, our official Easter Bunnies!
·
Saturday, 15 April 2006
Snowsuits in springtime…
The laundry snaps
in the breeze as a young mother hangs up crisp white sheets on this beautiful
spring morning. Her long dark hair wafts
invitingly in the breeze. She wears a
white shirt and a dark skirt; her legs are bare and make me think of summer
days ahead. The child who stays close to
the woman’s side as she works, is bundled up in a sturdy red snowsuit with only
a bit of his face peeking through to the fresh air. Yes, a snowsuit! Daffodils are in bloom, tulips will soon
follow, but the youngest among us still wear snowsuits…hmmmmm…
This behavior
puzzles me and I see it often. Children
are routinely bundled up, from head to toe as if a wintry blast may occur at
any moment, while the adults are more appropriately dressed for the genial
weather conditions of a spring day.
There is also an
obsession about drafts I this country.
Buses and marshutkas are like sweat boxes this time of year and do not
think you dare to open the window for some relief…no, this is totally
inappropriate and dangerous to your health according to the locals.
You just have to sweat
it out, like those poor little kids in the snowsuits!
Bazaar Behavior….
We stepped indoors
at the bazaar to buy some vegetable salads.
There are about 15-20 women competing for business. Each has open plastic bins, mounded high with
a variety of 8-10 colorful pickled salads.
We never know how
to choose which vender to purchase from and often buy a salad from one vender
and then proceed to another to make a second purchase – the spread the wealth around
system.
The women lure you
over with offers to try their salad. They
stab some salad on a fork and extend a bit toward you. You take it in your fingers, sample it and
then wipe your fingers on a communal towel hanging in front of the sales
table.
Some customers
make the rounds sampling, sampling, sampling and then wander off without ever
making an actual purchase. Once you have
made a choice, you indicate how many glass-fulls you would like and then fill a
plastic bag with whatever salad you choose.
Sometimes, often actually, they will add some salad you may not have
tried. This free salad may tempt you to
return and buy some next week.
People push and
jostle one another while all this is going on.
If a customer lingers long at a given table, other potential customers
are likely to arrive and queue up behind you.
Interest attracts crowds, something these venders learned on the job and
not in a classroom.
We made our choice
of venders, ruling out one where we observed a hungry young man gorging himself
on forkfuls of wonderful pickled carrot salad directly from the open bin. When he was done with the fork he turned it
over to the woman who used the fork to stir up the remaining salad. We ruled out making a purchase from this
salad vender.
This week while we
were purchasing our beet salad from one vender, the lady at the next table
bagged up some seaweed salad and gave it to us.
“You are dobrovolets?” she asked (in Russian), smiling. I said yes as she thrust the bag at me. (Dobrovolets means volunteer, as in Peace
Corps Volunteer)
“Take it,” she
said. “A gift,” she said, smiling again.
Another salad lady
gestured to us. “Where are you from?”
she said in Russian. “Ahhhh,
America! My brother lives in
Portland!” Some phrase-book influenced conversation
followed.
Apparently the
salad ladies have been discussing us and probably would talk about us some more
after we left. Not many Americans live
around here.
As we talked, I
observed a large handsome dog staring intently at the meat counter as is trying
to decide on a purchase. I imagine the
saleswomen might be in the habit of giving him a treat on occasion. Lots of dogs and cats roam the meat market
angling for handouts. The venders seem
to be a pushover for animals. Soon I see
a small sausage fly over the counter and the big dog gracefully snatched it
from the air like a catcher might reach up to snatch a baseball. He quickly finished his snack and resumed his
vigil at the meat counter.
The beer dregs…
We finished up our
Saturday shopping at the bazaar and sopped for the local version of “fast
food”. You can get a hot dog – not what
you might expect….kind of a sausage topped with shredded pickled carrots,
cabbage and watery catsup. We opt for something
else more traditionally Ukrainian.
While I wait for
Mark to bring our lunch to the table, a “bag lady” appears by my elbow. She reached for a couple abandoned beer
bottles left on the ground by previous patrons.
People collect bottle here – recycling bottle is business her, but I was
quite surprised when she held the first bottle to her mouth and drained the
dregs. I was spellbound. She polished off the beer remaining in the
second bottle and stuffed them in her collection bag.
·
Friday, 14 April 2006 – Good Friday (Aren’t
all Fridays good?)
I am in a
shoulda-been-a-social-studies-teacher mood today!
I spent an hour or
so perusing some materials about how Easter is celebrated in Ukraine and
Russia. My head is full, so now details
are about to spill out in this journal.
People are still
recovering from about fifty years of Soviet-era fears and restrictions so
conversations about things-religious are often contradictory and
confusing. I read a lot so my
impressions morph a bit as I speak to people, observe life and try to make
sense of what I have read.
Last year, I
missed the Easter experience since I was medivaced back to the USA and missed
seeing how our host family celebrated.
Mark can tell that story.
So here is what I
know about Ukrainian and Russian Easter traditions, which are deeply rooted in
a Slavic past. Of course, here in
isolated Kerch, we have more of a Byzantine influence I guess!
There is no Easter
Bunny here, I know that for sure! And I
will miss the colorful Easter baskets filled with jellybeans; chocolate
bunnies; and those sticky-sweet, toxic-waste yellow peeps!
Eat it while you can…
Maslenitsa (butter
fest) seems to kick off the whole Easter experience. It is generally a weeklong binge that proceeded
the 40 days of Lent when the devout give up meat and animal products (that
means not only meat, but also no fats, cheese, milk, etc!) as well as
dancing.
Of course, people
are far less stringent about the dietary deprivations of Lent these days, but
it is hard to imagine just what people could possibly find to eat in those days
that did not have some kind of animal product in it! During the winter months even now, it is hard
to find much in the way of vegetables or fruit.
I envision day after day of boiled potatoes (no butter) and steamed cabbage
with a side of boiled grains (kasha). No
wonder vodka was so popular!
In any case, in
places like pre-revolutionary Moscow and St Petersburg, Maslenitsa was a time
for dress balls and costumes and carnival festivities. On the last day of the festival, a straw
“Prince Carnival” was hauled around town on a sleigh while crowds cheered and yelled,
“Stay with us forever! Don’t leave
us!” The effigy was burned as the dark
days of Lent began.
Now days,
Maslenitsa is more of a bliny-festival.
People whip up 30-40 bliny (per person) and serve them with dripping
butter and rich fillings. These
wonderful, small pancakes are delightful.
So, not much
happens during the 40-day Lenten season, but people in these snowy paces really
look forward to spring and Easter. It is
traditional to clean the house thoroughly just before Easter week. People paint and re-plaster, take the carpets
outdoors and beat them clean, and other heavy tasks associated with spring-cleaning.
Decorated Egg-stravaganza
One of the
preparations for Easter that is typically Ukrainian is decorating Pysanky
(Easter Eggs). There are elaborately
painted eggs painstakingly created by applying layers of beeswax to the egg and
dipping them in a variety of colorful dyes.
It is much like the process of Batik work.
Sometimes the
elegant eggs will have what appear to be the letters “XB” – these are the
Cyrillic and signify Christos voskres or Christ is risen.
These eggs are so
detailed and are stunning collectables. Children
normally dye eggs in much the same fashion we do in the USA.
The egg dying
tradition actually predates Easter.
An interesting
historical reference to eggs and Easter is the story about the original Faberge
Egg. Czar Alexander III (1884) asked his
court jeweler (the original Faberge!) to design a special gift for the
fortunate Czarina. The result was a white
ceramic egg that opened to reveal a yolk in the shape of a golden hen with tiny
red eyes. The hen bore a regal crown
with a ruby pendent in it. The Czarina
was suitably impressed and began sharing this kind of decorative eggs, though I
presume far less valuable versions, with her court and others.
Other Easter Traditions
Other Easter
traditions here in Crimea include baking a Kulich, a special fruit and nut cake
baked in a tall, tall pan, glazed and inscribed with XB. The other traditional Easter delight is the
Paskha, a Russian confection made of rich cream, pot cheese, eggs, raisins,
almonds, etc.
(Here’s one of the
things that confuses me – in Ukraine the word Paskha seems to be more of a
bread or a cake which has many superstitions associated with it. Like everywhere else in the world there are
disparities in what people say and what people do…..)
The Kulich and
Paskha will be lovingly placed in a basket lined with embroidered towels,
nestled among decorated eggs and small amounts of cheese, sausage and other items
that will be served to family and guests on Easter. The baskets are taken to the church at 11PM
on Saturday night. The priest will bless
them during the 4-hour services. The
church is packed with people, there is incense burning and chanting, a
procession around the outside of the church.
At 4AM on Easter,
people return from church and gather in their homes to begin feasting. They begin with wonderful zakuska, an
assortment of rich, often salty or savory hors d'oeuvres eaten with frequent
shots of vodka. The main course will
follow, and since Lent is over, there is lots of meat and fat!
People eat, eat,
and eat. It is traditional to linger and
books say they will simply rest or nap, but keep returning to the table until
Sunday evening. Once source says that for
three days, no cooking will be done and nothing will be reheated, so the
preliminary preparations are important!
The Kulich and
Paskha are savored with hot chai (tea).
There is impromptu singing and dancing and there are egg-cracking
contests among the guests as people, tired of the long grey winter, take delight
in the simple pleasure that spring is in the air. Easter is a sign of renewal.
Christos
voskres! Voistinu voskres! (Christ is risen! Truly he is risen!)
(Easter is this
Sunday in the USA, but here in Ukraine it is not until 17 April this year. I explained how the date for Easter is set in
my Thursday journal entry.)
Now, class
dismissed!
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Thursday, 13 April 2006 – Maundy Thursday
(John 13:44)
We do it twice here – Easter tales.
There is a full
moon tonight.
This is the first
full moon following the vernal equinox so for those of us following the
Gregorian calendar so this Sunday is Easter.
Here in this post-soviet era country that for so many years did not have
the freedom to share religious holidays, Easter will not be celebrated for yet
another week.
We get to
celebrate twice!
This delay in
celebrating the holiday here in Ukraine is somewhat confusing, but essentially
those who follow the Julian calendar experience a thirteen-day lag. This is compounded by the tradition that
Easter must follow the Jewish Passover, and cannot coincide with it. So, Easter
celebrations in Ukraine will always e from one to five weeks later than Easter
services in the USA and many other parts of the world.
The traditions we
observe here are such a mix of pagan, religious and soviet-era tradition –
resulting in quite a mix of customs and rituals. Here in eastern Crimea, we are more
influenced by the Russian soul than by the Ukrainian heart, so our experience
differs vastly from that of Peace Corps Volunteers living in western
Ukraine.
Breakfast and Dacha Daydreams
We woke early
today because the bright sun broke through the grey skies of the last few days
to bless us. We thought we had
overslept.
I dozed off again
and Mark got up and started the breakfast ritual. Some time later, I pried my eyes open and
made my way to the kitchen. I looked at
the clock and was surprised to see it was not yet 7AM.
Over morning muesli
and lots of hot coffee, Mark and I had a leisurely conversation while we
observed the neighbors in our courtyard emerging from their flats to start
their day..
As often happens,
the entrepreneurial part of our personalities kicked in. Soon we were making elaborate plans for a
retirement village based on the idea of individual dachas (think small, rural
cottages) set on a central courtyard. The ideas spilled out. I could almost see
the happy retirees working in their gardens and caring for their cats and
dogs.
I believe if I had
the money, this is one enterprise I would actually pursue back in the USA.
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SERENDIPITOUS NOTE: “The Rest of the
Story”…
It is much later
in the day that I write the next couple paragraphs, but I feel compelled to
interject them here. I just had one of
those rather amazing moments of serendipity!
I just looked up
“dacha” in my Merriam Webster Dictionary because a friend and I recently
discussed how it is pronounced in English.
I asked my computer to tell me what word rhymes with dacha (which, by
the way, means small Russian cottage often used in summer months). The unexpected answer delighted me. It suggested the word “kwacha”!
Now kwacha may be
a rather obscure reference for most people, but kwacha is from the
Chichewa/Bantu language in Malawi and literally means: it dawns. It is also used to refer to the money of
Malawi. Of course, I know this because
my brother has made Malawi his home for over 15 years! (There are photos of kwacha in “My Malawi
Journal” on our webpage.)
Soooo, it dawns on
me (pun intended!) my daydream retirement community can be called: Kwacha
Dacha!
(FYI: Dacha and
kwacha rhyme with the English word “gotcha”)
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My plans for today…
One of my
activities today involves drafting a letter to send to a variety of libraries
and small business centers in the USA.
My basic purpose is to find ways to develop the budding Internet Center
at the library. Networking…
I hope to learn
what kind of training other libraries consider appropriate for managing a
computer center and to explore options for using the Internet Center as a
community resource (ie: business workshops, etc), and I just want to network a
bit. Of course, I am also interested in funding
– how do people do it? At this point, we
are just trying to get up to speed on a variety of issues and develop a network
out there – brainstorming through technology.
Since we are not
library professionals and as Peace Corps Volunteers we have a limited amount of
time to set any wheels in motion here in Crimea (only about a year left here!),
we probably seem a bit brash. A sophisticated
library professional might use a different tactic or strategy. I just hope we can find professionals
interested in partnering or mentoring our organization or at least willing to
share, suggest, guide, nurture, cultivate, etc.,
Sustainability is
important too, but I am not too concerned about that at this point - The local
central library director is such capable, enterprising woman with great
confidence, charm and determination so once she gets behind an idea, she can
make it happen. (She is also lots of
fun!) She would make a wonderful
general!
Time to start my
“official duty day”…just one more cup of coffee and a cat break at the kitchen
window first!
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Wednesday, 12 April 2006
Mark came home with a camera full of
daffodils and grape hyacinth. He took photos of the colorful signs of
spring on his daily walk to and from work.
The leaves indicating day lilies are thick in the park too.
In keeping with
custom, the monuments (and there are many) commemorating the Great Patriotic
War are heaped with spring blossoms recognizing the anniversary of Kerch’s
liberation from fascism on 11 April 1944.
The flowers generously heaped at the base of these statues are presented
from the heart and not as part of some organized ceremony, so they are all the
more impressive.
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Tuesday, 11 April 2006 – Anniversary of Kerch’s
Liberation (1944)
A Little History Lesson is in Order: Kerch,
the Hero City
The Great
Patriotic War (WWII) devastated much of Europe and took its toll in Kerch,
Crimea too. Despite everything, the
indomitable spirit of the local citizens helped them survive.
An amazing story
unfolded on May 20, 1942, when Hitler’s troops occupied the Kerch Peninsula and
over 10,000 men, women and children hid underground in the Adzhimushkai Stone
Quarries where they remained close to starvation until late October 1942 - after 170 days they prevailed and were free
to come out again!
The courageous
citizens of Kerch proved their stamina again in November and December 1943 when
the historic Kerch-Eltigen Landing Operation took place and battle blazed on
Mount Mitridate, right in the heart of the city.
April 11th, 1944,
the city of Kerch was finally liberated from their German invaders, but not
before 30,000 inhabitants were tormented and shot and 14,000 people were
removed to Germany.
This day is now set
aside locally to celebrate their liberation from the Fascists.
The city of Kerch
was officially recognized as one of the 12 Hero Cities of the Soviet Union,
honoring the incredible courage and bravery of the local citizens and soldiers
during those cruel years of the Great Patriotic War.
Using Water…
When I am in
America, I will take a veeeeeeerrrrrry long, veeeeeerrrrrry hot shower.
I am not complaining;
just anticipating a pleasure that I will relish when we return to the USA
sometime in June or July next year.
America has good
plumbing.
I am self-conscious
of all the water we use here on a daily basis.
I know as an American I am accustomed to simply turning on the tap and using
hot water, but in my efforts to be culturally sensitive, I become so aware of
my habits and find myself changing my behaviors. I may be getting a little paranoid though.
I wonder if the
other people in our flat are conscious of how much water flows through our
pipes and down the drain here on the first floor. Do they even care?
“Those crazy Americans
certainly use a lot of water!” I imagine Tanya saying as she stirs a bit of
sugar into her tea. “What do you think
their water bill is, Svetlana?”
“Oh, who cares,
Tanya?” Svetlana might say, nodding her head thoughtfully. “All Americans are rich! If I had that kind of money, I would not
spend it on hot water. No, I would buy a
new spring coat or a pair of boots.”
Our landlady
advised us to unplug the hot water heater at night – save a few kopeks you know!
I can hear the
water flowing from the flats above and next door. I hear their televisions and their phones
ringing. When warm weather arrives and
windows open for a cool sea breeze, we will no doubt hear more.
Diminished Sensations…
This morning I
lingered in the shower and used all the hot water. I consider my shower as a small vacation or
an actual hobby. I take such great
pleasure in the act.
Since my surgeries
last year, some of the pleasure in showering has diminished; I have lost
sensation in most of the left side of my torso.
I cannot describe it well, but I do not really feel the heat or the
water. It is a vicarious experience – my
head knows, but my skin does not. (This can be dangerous since I love really
hot water, but cannot actually feel the heat…I could be burned.)
When you have
surgeries, you often do not know what small (and large) pleasures you are
giving up in exchange for the results.
When I catch
glimpses of those foolish make-over programs on television (yes, sadly, “The
Swan” and its ilk, are aired around the
world) I wonder if those individuals having this cosmetic surgery know or have
a clue what goes along with the transformation.
They may come away from the operation looking wonderful, yet they may
have lost sensations and they may feel as though they are living in someone
else’s body.
There are terms to
the contract that I think they may not understand. Would they make the same choices if they had
a second chance?
Of course, I did
not really have a choice.
But I am here,
taking hot showers…
Update on the Courtyard Cast of Characters
Still no signs of
Catwoman or Poodle-Boy. It is a mystery.
Thankfully, a woman
in the end building where the arbor was recently built has been feeding the
courtyard cats at least once a day. She
is not systematic about it nor does she supervise the meals so dogs wander in
and can create some havoc at the diner site.
A new dog, Spot,
has joined the cast of courtyard regulars. There are not many dogs around here
with actual spots so he stands out. (His
brown spots on his white body resemble the spots on dairy cows actually). Spot showed up recently and has taken to
napping in our garden, displacing my cat friends. Spot is afraid of people and runs when we
come and go.
Spot does not seem
happy. He lets out s loud, sonorous,
mournful howl periodically day and night.
Mark finds it disturbing.
When I hear Spot
howl, I want to howl too. It is as if I
can feel his pain or melancholy. The
howl has a visceral effect on me.
Was I a wolf or a
dog in my previous life?
Spot’s howls also
remind my of Miss Zoë, my quiet Siberian Husky, who only speaks in howls. I sometimes (often) joined in when she howled
and found it rather satisfying. It
seemed to encourage her when I chose to “sing” along, throwing my head back and
giving into this primal ritual.
I miss Miss Zoë. I could howl right now…
I am glad Spot has
taken up residence in the courtyard.
Though Mark may not like it, I know Spot and I will become friends.
There’s a full
moon Thursday night…
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Monday, 10 April 2006
Grand Opening, Jubilee and More…What a
Weekend!
The weekend began
early with an 8 AM breakfast with an American Embassy representative. We were asked by the library director to “host”
him during his brief visit for the Grand Opening of the Library Internet
Center.
Following breakfast,
we boarded a marshutka along with about ten visitors to the community for a
tour of town. Our tour guide is the
director of the local museum so is a wealth of facts ad details.
We headed to the
northern end of town, slowed down for a windshield view of the Adzhimushkai Monument
marking the entrance to a cave where 10,000 men, women and children hid for 170
days during WWII German occupation of the city.
It is quite a story and a testament to courage and strength of the local
people who survived. I hope we can visit
that museum one day
Our actual
destination on Friday AM was the Tsars Burial Tomb dating from the days of the
Bosporan Kingdom (6th Century BC).
We stopped at St
John’s church (the oldest church in Eastern Europe) and went inside. It was filled with the smoke and smell of
incense, candles and hundreds of devout babushka-women, bowed-heads covered
with colorful kerchiefs. It was a
religious holiday associated with Mary discovering she was pregnant.
Our van crawled up
the hillside of Mitridate Mount (94 meters) for a panoramic view of the area
and a discussion of Panticapaeum, the ancient Greek city that once occupied
this area, which is now the city center of Kerch and was the capital of the
powerful Bosporan Kingdom. It was cold, grey, and windy with rain threatening, so
we did not linger there.
We arrived at the
library just n time for the Grand Opening ceremonies. We looked rather bedraggled and
windblown. I felt particularly
attractive with my frizzy, graying hair flying loose. Sigh.
The library staff
was well organized and they, as well as the library itself looked fresh and
bright, thanks to their hard efforts.
The library was decorated with balloons and photographs were on
display. Each guest received name badges
and a folder with pamphlets and newsletters and a special bookmark, which was
an invitation to the Library Jubilee that night.
The mayor arrived
and the TV, radio and newspaper crews shoved cameras in people’s faces while we
watched the grand opening ceremonies and listened to the prepared remarks. L,
the library director did an outstanding job of coordinating the events and
people.
Young women in
colorful Ukrainian costumes stood by entrance to the center. Several small children performed to an
adoring audience and finally the mayor and the embassy representative cut the
symbolic ribbon. People crowded into the
renovated room to see the new computers.
Following the
ceremony there was a generously catered cocktail party and live music. Of course, people made presentations
(flowers) and toasts. It was very
festive and quite elegant.
At 4 PM, we
boarded marshutkas and were ferried to the Palace of Culture for a
choreographed program celebrating the libraries’ 150th year. It was over the top! L, knows how to put together a function.
Again, girls in
colorful Ukrainian costumes stood by the door.
They performed the welcoming ceremony offering the distinguished guests salt
and bread as they entered the door.
Musicians played Ukrainian music.
The theater was
packed with several hundred spectators.
On stage, the program began with a video on a huge, theater-size screen. Then the master and mistress of ceremonies
arrived (Dressed as in the character of Harry Potter and Mary Poppins no
less!). Each member of the library staff
appeared on stage emerging from the pages of a huge book. L. introduced each one and presented them
each with flowers.
The program
continued with singing, dancers and more speeches, presentations and flowers,
flowers, flowers.
Following the
solemn ceremony, as they called it, we adjourned to the banquet hall where we
dined on snacks, sipped vodka and champagne while yet more presentations
continued and of course more flowers and speeches. We dined and danced until about 11 and then
rolled away, tired and happy, in the marshutkas that had brought us earlier.
A Sunday Excursion…
Two members of our
English Club picked us up at 9 AM to visit one of the forts that bracket the
city on the straits. We were surprised
to find a van, driver and a tour guide waiting for us when we headed out of our
courtyard with our picnic lunch and cameras.
We arrived at the
tip of a wind swept peninsula south of town just as the sun decided to come out
an bless our adventure with blue skies and warmth. The day unfolded nicely with lots of walking
up d down the hills and in and out of the 300 building that comprise this
unique underground fortress. The
engineers who designed it back in the early 1800s wanted it to be camouflaged
so those entering the straits would not know a fortress was there. They succeeded by building the structures and
then burying them under mounds of dirt.
The view (about
115 meters high and the highest point on the Kerch Peninsula) is
spectacular! The city of Kerch stretches
about 57 kilometers behind the fortress and looks stunning contrasted with the
blue sea. Across the Kerch Strait, we
could see Russia and Tusla (sp?) Island.
On the opposite tip of the area is a Turkish fortress (Yeni-Kale) which
we plan to visit another weekend)
From this
bird’s-eye view, we got a peek in the distance at the tall ship that is
“parked” behind tall walls about two blocks from our flat. All we can usually see are the masts
extending high into the sky. It is a
training vessel, which travels around Europe during the summer months.
It was interesting
to hear about the logistics of how battle was waged from this place during the
Crimean War. Kerch itself suffered
significant damage during an assault by 10,000 French, 5,000 Brits and 5,000
Turks. They sacked the town and
destroyed a tremendous collection of antiquities when they destroyed the
ancient Kerch museum on the slopes of Mitridate Mount.
We observed a
militia vehicle and a couple troops doing some work as we walked around the
closed fortress. Occasionally live
armament is found n the site so the militia must come and investigate and/or
detonate them.
We also saw some
paint-ballers having a wonderful time on the hillside.
After a full day
(Mark’s baldhead got sunburned!) at the fort, we returned to our flat and ended
up picnicking at our tiny kitchen table and talking about the events of the
day. The late afternoon sun was so
inviting we ended up walking over to the seaside park a block from our flat to
stroll along with the rest of the happy Kerchians enjoying the fine spring
weather.
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Thursday, 6 April 2006
“What do you want on your Tombstone?”…
I need Edgar Lee
Masters’ “Spoonriver Anthology” excerpts, before next Wednesday AM. This material is for English Club. Yep, we are discussing epitaphs! It should be interesting.
It is hard to be
without Internet, but now that the library Internet center is opening, Mark may
be able to accommodate some of my search needs more easily.
The system limits set
by the library are pretty small for what patrons can download during each
visit. But, it is free Internet.
Speaking in the
Internet - Mark was shocked (dismayed, angry…) to learn that the numbers quoted
by the agency reflect kilobytes rather than kilobits (or is it vice
versa?). In any case, it seems like a
case of misrepresentation. So the
library may have a battle ahead. Once
the Grand Opening festivities and the huge 150th Jubilee function
are history, this will be something Mark will address with the director. Could get pretty interesting!
·
Wednesday, 5 April 2006
Live in
the present. Do the things that need to be done. Do all the good you can each
day. The future will unfold.
- Peace Pilgrim
Getting’ Wired at the Library…
Well the computers
finally arrived at the library’s Resource Center – the Grand Opening is Friday
so Mark is scrambling to get things wired and ready to go. He is happiest when he is working on the
machines I think.
Almost every step
of this project has been an opportunity to learn about how Ukrainians/Russians
think. The planning, the deviating from
plan, the disregard for plans, the final product…all very interesting and
enlightening. Observing how decisions
are made and how disagreements are handled…just the kind of psychosocial stuff
that intrigues.
There is a
tremendous amount of energy and creativity going into the big function on
Friday.
Presenting Caleb’s Birthday Gift…
Once the Grand
Opening and Library 150th Year Jubilee are history, we will
(finally) present the Narnia books to the library. We made bookplates and wrote presentation
notes in Russian. We found a Russian
version of the series and ordered an English version through the Internet.
I spent time last
week working on some things to add to the CALEB Library Project site. I prepared some bookplates people may place
in the front of each book they donate. I
also prepared some bookmarks, which can be printed and laminated. I thought people may share them with people
who donate books or give them to people who are interested in donating
books. The third item I prepared are address
labels, which can be printed and taped on each box in the Media-Mail bag. I hope to get them uploaded soon, but first I
need to make the explanation page.
I have many site
related plans. I have some photos from
Malawi provided by a visitor who is part of Melton (sp?) Foundation in Germany,
which I hope to post soon. He happened
to be visiting Rainbow Cottage when their M-Bag arrived and got some great
photos! Another page I want to add is a
brief biography of Caleb with a few photos.
I also want to include some links on organ donor opportunities.
Tourism Stuff…
Peace Corps
Ukraine has a site that includes an area to post tourism information. (www.pcukraine.org - created and maintained by Peace Corps
Volunteers in Ukraine…you have to register to access stuff I think)
I have been
compiling some materials for that site recently. It is interesting reading and research. Many of the materials I find are somewhat
inconsistent – dates vary, details are different, facts are vague and may not
actually be factual. And of course the
translations are often confusing, vague or, in many cases, downright
entertaining (and not intentionally so).
Once I get the
Kerch stuff posted, I intend to add information on Feodosia and Stary Krim area. Our summer travel with my in-laws will
provide an opportunity to add information to other areas too.
We Watched “Miracle” DVD…
Last night we
watched a DVD loaned to us by a friend.
It as a Walt Disney film about USAs’ 1980 Olympic Hockey Team. It was an excellent film about bringing out
the best in people. The USA team takes
the gold from the long-standing, seemingly unbeatable world champions – the
USSR team. I is based on a true story. The DVD included some interesting interview
video of the actual coach and some of the original team members too. Great film to share with young people
too. “Miracle” is the title.
Catwoman Watch…
Still no sign of
the missing woman or Poodoo and no evidence of food yesterday, but this morning
someone put out some food at the usual spot.
·
Tuesday, 4 April 2006
Catwoman Update…
There is no
update.
No sign of
Catwoman or Poodle-Boy. The queue of disappointed
courtyard cats has dispersed since no morning meal appeared.
We saw no evidence
of an evening meal last night either.
Cleaning the
leaves from our garden worked its purpose: to discourage the cats from
congregating in our yard. We hoped it
would encourage them to return to their previous nest outside Catwoman’s
door. But now with no evidence of their
(until lately) loving and dedicated caretaker, the cats are probably puzzled
and unsettled and hungry.
Of course, I know
this will resolve and, in many ways, my concerns only serve to diminish my own
ability to be part of the solution. (In
the past Catwoman has arranged for regular feedings when she had to be
away…like the cats, I am puzzled and, like the cats, cannot really communicate
my concerns and questions in language.)
So the mystery continues.
Spit Shines and Sunday School…
I spread newspaper
in the middle of the kitchen floor, pushed up my sleeves, and began applying a
thick coat of shoe polish to our shoes and boots. This is one of those
mindless, repetitive tasks that psychologists say allow the creative part of
the brain to come out and play.
I associate the
shoe polishing ritual with good experiences so even the smell of the polish can
take me back to sunny Sunday mornings in Iowa, sitting on the back steps with
Dad as he buffed his church shoes and explained to me about spit shines and
caring for things.
On Sundays, Dad
seemed more relaxed, more ready to interact.
When I was around
7, Dad was my Sunday School teacher. We
attended a tiny church in Alton, a tiny town about 15 miles from Le Mars. This charming little church could only hold about
40 people, but because it was scaled down, it never felt small or empty.
Most of the members
were older women who had experienced many adventures in their lives. They enjoyed telling me their tales and I
enjoyed listening to them speak of singing in the opera, crossing the Atlantic
on a cruise ship, serving in the Boer-war and WWI, running a newspaper,
etc. They made the large world alive for
me. Their lives were large. I wanted to see and experience things too.
The smell of shoe
polish takes me back to that place and space and those people. It seems so real, I can almost feel the sun
streaming through the windows and the sound of the pianist playing one of Mary
Baker Eddy’s hymns. The details are
vivid – the golden oak lecterns glistening in sunlight, the intricate designs
in the backs of the carved hardwood chairs, the rich eggplant-purple velvet of
the collection bags, the quote on the wall (“God is Love”) and my family,
attentively listening as the readers shared the weekly lesson-sermon.
Originally, I
planned only to polish the shoes I plan to wear Friday to the Internet Center
Grand Opening and the Library Jubilee.
But as my mind took my on a tour of my past, I continued polishing. Seven pairs of shoes and books stand at
attention in the middle of the kitchen. Soon I will have the pleasure of buffing them,
before I return them to their proper places near the front door. A little spit won’t hurt!
(Does anyone my
age ever polish shoes without thinking of Barney Fife’s shoe polishing speech
on the Andy Griffith Show?)
I’ve Got Mail!...
Mark arrived home
with a full jump stick – I’ve got e-mail!
There are about 300 messages to wade through and delight in.
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Monday,3 April 2006
Something is Not Right…
I feel uneasy this
morning, a bit blue in fact. And I am troubled,
perhaps for no good reason.
The woman who
usually feeds the numerous courtyard cats has not fed them yet today. It is almost ten AM, long past their usual
breakfast hour and no sign of Catwoman.
The cats have recently
taken to curling up in our fenced garden each morning to soak up the sun. We have piles of leaves mulching the area and
they make an inviting mattress for the cats.
The fence protects them from surprise visits from aggressive predators
or annoying children. They have been
staying inside the fenced area all day long lately.
I occasionally
(every few days) put a handful of cat chow on the garden bench and the cats come
running, leap onto the bench to snack on the treat. I am purposely erratic with my treats and I
am not too generous with my snacks, but the cats always come running to me when
I come out. Basic psychology – they know
I may have a treat for them so they come to me, just in case.
Catwoman feeds the
cats on a schedule. She cooks rice and
fish and serves it up twice daily (three times a day in winter). The felines know the food will be there at
certain times so they queue up in the shade outside her door around
mealtimes. When she come out, their
tails point straight in delight up and they sail, as a group, across the dirt
yard to the feeding spot.
Lately though the
cats have remained in the sunny garden spot.
They don’t move for much of anything.
Mark observed Catwoman in our fenced area yesterday. She physically
grabbed cats. Apparently, several of the
cats did not come at mealtime. They are
not so hungry now that the weather has warmed, and they are so comfortable in
the sunny, protected space, but Mark pointed out that Catwoman seems
disgruntled or maybe her feelings are hurt because her cat family seems to have
adopted us.
And Where is Poodle-Boy?
Mark and I
discussed this and in our conversation, we realized we had not seen Catwoman’s
precious Poodle-Boy in quite a while.
She invariably carries the small red Poodle-Boy with her as she guards
over her cat-children during their mealtimes.
Poodle-Boy is
about a year old and not much bigger than a cat. He is usually in her arms, but on occasion,
he runs through the courtyard chasing away outsiders, but he is always closely
supervised. He is Catwoman’s baby-boy
and is a quite pampered,.indoor pet.
So, we have not
seen Poodle-Boy in at least three or four days.
Maybe longer.
We decide to clear
out the comfy piles of leaves so the cats will be less inclined to linger in
our garden and I will refrain from any treats until things seem normal
again.
Sunday afternoon
Mark cleared away the leaves so no cats under my kitchen window today.
Our conversation
of yesterday made me realize I have not seen Catwoman’s granddaughter lately
either. This past week was spring break
so she may simply be visiting someone else, but it may be more than that.
Corruption and Police Involvement...
All winter the
granddaughter was picked up and dropped off by her father who would often
arrive in his police vehicle. He would drive
through the courtyard rather aggressively (it is not designed for vehicles) and
his headlights would shine through out kitchen window like spot lights. The routines were predictable, and now they
have ceased.
Yesterday, a
teacher at the Institute told us interesting political news. The local drug enforcement division of the
police had been involved in a political maneuver that resulted in the arrest/detainment
of many of them (we have socialized with one of the policemen who was arrested). It is a confusing situation, and the police
appear to be innocent of wrongdoing, but in a country that rates high on the
list of the world’s most corrupt places, innocence is not a matter of great
consequence.
So, this morning I
am wondering if perhaps Catwoman’s son was involved in this unsettling incident. I am troubled about the whereabouts of
Poodle-Boy. I feel bad about
inadvertently coming between Catwoman and her cats.
So, I am a bit
troubled.
Of course, it
would be much easier if we could really speak – the language challenges and
cultural issues are not huge, yet it is a challenge to have even a casual
conversation or really know that the listener understands.
And of course we may be reading into these
behavior and conjuring up a min-drama that is, in fact, totally fictional. But, I remain uneasy.